Not a prayer

joyous melody
on a cello, wails only sorrow
as ascension of kins
to eternal bliss.

confused sentiments.
silent testament of the departed
the faithful utters
joyous cello...

but my rhapsodical tears

Le Reve Noir

well back to writing songs i guess
1st try on post rock

fallen dream (Osorezan Revoir) english improvisation

may this stay  as a dream, muzzled
silent thoughts withdrawn in revelry
a pollen's glimpse carries all my thoughts
in the midst of dawn
never will be gone
never will be gone
may this stay  as a dream, humble
vivid bliss in bed of blossom
before the scent of pansies flees as eve
before you have to leave
may it claim this soul
may it claim this soul
forlorn on the depth of my wake
the shine is hurting
your warmth is a distance away
beyond hades' lethe
burned into cinders, relentless
desire withers in flame
unconscious be my gift, fallen dream

compiled list of watched weird dark and related genre films that are awesome

http://www.imdb.com/list/l24OOayuE9s/

heterodox

distant newborn star
obscured from devotee
occlude by current nebula
a fostered cluster pother

my lone conqueror came
claims the death of home
beyond the synthetic clouds
will be variance is

no one came, no crops grew
then no one knew
the flag of puff stood still
amidst a withdrawn paradise

with a palm
blocks out the sun
king of the desolate star

memory

shadow of a raindrop
apparent
only before its giver splatters
to innumerable puzzle pieces
in an obscured force
as magnetic, these tiny beads
reshuffle in altered turbulence
they formed puddles
gradually evaporate in sight.
subtlety depart as every star does,
when out of focus